Monday, January 19, 2009

it's come to this... truly sad

so tonight my mother called me and said i have crossed the line by posting a blog. i didn't say anything bad about my dad, just the truth. i told her i am tired of them judging me all the time and i told her my friends describe my family's behavior as "vicious." (that was a response to my sister's comment to my last post.) i was then told that until i recommit my life to Christ, they cannot have a relationship with me. well, i knew it was coming. i can't have a relationship with them, and i have been disowned, just because i am not the perfect christian they want me to be. their example of perfect christianity. what if i were to become an athiest (which i am not) or a lesbian? would they disown me for that? where is the love in this? my mother hung up on me. how is that christlike? why can't they love and accept me for who i am? and why can't i write a blog about the truth in my life? i didn't lie or misrepresent what happened with my dad the other day. again, i just don't get it, and i guess i don't have a family anymore.

my next posting will be a response to my sister's harsh and judgemental comment.

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